what to write.. what to write..

let’s list down what has happened in the past few days months years recently:

WORK

is same ole same ole. no change. maybe a little bit. i still cannot stand NEMO (as the old Ponsonby staff use to call him/it) i have given up calling gilmoursto get my credit thing. the accountant is annoying. the kitchen is sigh.. abit ‘ma-fan’ sometimes. mannn. and i have the strangests conversation with the delivery guy. we talked about cars for 20 minutes. (mind you, he cant really speak English and my mandarin is atrocious!)

FRIENDS

i saw ThePlastic for 30 minutes last night. ohhh, we talked about her new dog coming, the stupid idiots who stole her garden furniture (i knowwww.. how dumb can you be!!) and i asked her mummy about dehumidifiers (yea, my apartment is damp. not a good sign!) oh, and we talked about me skinning cutting James’ hair. sigh. everyone is laughing at me now. oh, and i complained to her about business. sigh! why me.. WHY!

haven’t seen Goldfish in a couple of weeks now. i think its just timing and its bad timing so far. granted she is busy with dissertation, her dugong and her own life. but even James mentioned she hasn’t been home. man. goldfish goldfish! GO HOME (hey, it rhymes) and maybe I’m also busy at work and business. and The Plastic lives like 52 seconds away by car. and i have been lazy. and i have not made the effort as well. but everyone needs to make the effort BACK!. ok ok. emo rant starting.

anyhoooos

ThePrincess has been busy with uni as well i guess. (lol, everyone in uni apart from me. maybe it is me) and i haven’t seen her in ages as well. but ThePrincess is lone ranger nombor satu. and she is busy with the boy as well. i think she is. haven’t asked her yet. i guess this is pretty public asking. TELL TELL TELL!! okkkkkk. so once in a while, we catch up and once in a while she cracks me up. but its been, about a month since the four of us haven’t seen each other. maybe this weekend.

jonbo has left for msia. and i know embo is busy working (which helps alot im sure) and will be meeting up with gazbo and albo together with embo hopefully for catch up sometimes this or next week. and i want to see the China/HK/Japan pictures too. annneebo (lol) and dustybo is happily traveling the UK. doreen is busy with her partying every other weekend (i think. i should see her soon as well) and jason, kenneth and hiki (im tired of typing ‘bo’ at the end) are same ole. james bought his car. YAY!! and its a nice one.. sigh. lucky! mariegrace owes me shitloads. lol. karen and i are going away for holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy soon!! oh oh oh , daver and genial are leaving sooooon! man! more and more.. sigh

joshy and mabel were in melbourne recently (LUCKY!!) and i know they had a good time. cos when josh called, he was bitchin about the heat. dude, now you know why i complain so much about it when i go back? yoh! have no heard from emmeline or chrissy, i think work is catching up. but my friends are all moving up and about. its quite exciting really. wonder whos getting married first.. em or chrissy. lol.

i ahve quite alot of friends i realise. haha. cos i cant update what everyone is doing. it’ll take me forever (ok, i feel quite proud now. HAHHAHAAH)

GOSSIP/SCANDALS/DRAMA

nothing here.. much. got la, but i cant tell you can i. lets just say, someone surprised me cos it was a big step taken and i went WOAHHHHH!! and someone disappointedme cos i did not expect the blatant-ness of it and someone is just being a super duper ding dong cos man, you dont dig shit up again! we just dont! sigh. (and dont ask me who and what and why and when and all.. cos i cant tell. if you know, then YAY for you!) oh oh oh, and whats with the non activity on facebook. come on people. break up! get someone! do something. i need something to read when i stalk all of you. haha. jokes jokes. (man, i hate saying jokes1 its soo high school. mann.. i think i need a break. im talking to myself on my own blog!)

thedresshop

its been going well. the hunt for designers in NZ has actually turned out to be quite alot. you will be surprised. only thing i have not found so far is people making shoes. which brings me to the customs thing. its 17% custom duty tax thing if you import shoes into the country. which is so funnily stupid, cos i cant find anyone!! anyone making shoes. hmmm.. but yes. hopefully the launch for 1st June is all set. people are sending their stuff soon. and im going to Welly (oh, i should have mentioned hat earlier) in about 3 weeks, with my trusty sidekick to search for more goodys while im there, and shop, and eat, tour the city like a tourist and so on. and catch up with Jas. heh. lots to do eh! any recommendations for flea market places in Welly?? dailan, i is coming! we should catch up! and mags too! man. so many people eh in Welly. okkkk. stop SIDETRACKING! and im looking at wholesalers as well. so if you know anyone, lemme know! a hoook up is alwayssss good!

casa de lilly

mobile beauty has always been on and off. but ball season is coming. i have a booking of 4 sweet high school girls on the 23rd of may. which is great. nails and make up. phew. i just have to make sure my make up can be used on ang-moh skin. hmm. might send Jas another email about that! alsoooo, if your younger bro (if he wants) or sisters needsomeone to do their face/nails/anything cheaper hen outside in the salon, email me at casadelilly@gmail.com. we come to you! also.. we are planning big things in June. BIG THINGS! keep and eye and ear out for it! i’ll tell you then la!!!

LOVE

know what, i have been so busy and suffering from sleepless nights (especially when i wake up in the middle of the night and scribble something on the notepad next to me, yea i know. its sad!!) i haven’t even thought much about love. i had this convo with mariegrace or was it karen (they dont get nicknames cos i haven’t thought of it yet) i cant remember who, but honestly, if i keep actively looking, it’ll never happen. right?  (i think it was marie) so im gonna let it just happen. if it happens, then yay! if it doesn’t, im sure god has something planned (im trying to be optimistic) cos i is beginning to feel the pressure. my cousins are getting married or have been married, i have friends popping babies out all over the place, people getting engaged. man. if joshy proposes, then its left to me and ying. lol. im in no hurry, dont get me wrong. but i just think that i also deserve that chance you know. and yes, i know im fussy and im a control freak. but im sure theres someone out there who understands? hmm. thats the wrong word, more like can TAHAN? heh.

LIFE

in general. im happy. really i am. i may stress about this and that, but i enjoy life. especially when im busy. it means that im achieving something.. or am trying to. my goals are being succeeded. well, sort of. ultimately i do not want to work for someone. i want to be my own boss. its not easy having to answer to NEMO. neither is it easy having to work for a wage. sigh. i would like to do what i lke. it could be selling something, setting up the cafe or just anything. man. even selling stuff on trademe might be fun. (nahhhh) but i am in the right direction. i had a long convo with daddy and mummy (who basically gave me funny one liners, thanks mumsy) about what i want to do. we already decided its quite obvious im never gonna return to M’sia or Kuching for that matter, neither am i wanting to move to the UK (i just dont feel it you know) so im staying in NZ. and i love the culture, lifestyle and the essence of life here. it maybe laid back, but im so gung ho about things, it contras out. i think it does. and dad did say that he also feels this may be right for me. the stiffling-ness of KL just was not me. ask joshy, i was hankering to go home by 1am most nights. i just dint feel it any longer. maybe its a good thing right?

sooooooooooooo, a the moment i may be feeling abit melancholy and abit dramatic, but hey. tomorrow is a new and wonderful day! it better be! i gotta get up at 8am. sigh. such is he problem of needing the car from the brother.

p/s karen, your boss is watching you! stop READING! lol

pp/s toodelies!